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3/31/08 01:52 am - this journal isn't officially dead yet...

i still post here and there, but they will all be friends only or private posts. if you wanna read my friends only posts, let me know.
-Chung

2/11/08 12:19 am - wow i updated LJ lay out...

so yea, my halo background image has been taken off... at least a year ago, so i finally upgraded to S2, and put in a new background image and made the font size bigger. huh, my journal looks a lot better and i didnt even do anything, lol.

EDIT:
oh and the review session i gave today. it was definitely a rare college experience, as an undergrad i mean. frankly, i was quite damn nervous in the beginning. like i was kinda hesitant to begin at the start, but i just gritted my teeth and said fuck it, and shouted "aight, let's start!"
but i did ok i guess, received a high volume of applause... and i was as clear as i could've been. man, and i stayed an extra 30 min. *shakes fists*
i think i rly am gonna go to bed at 4am... class at 10am, oh beautiful, i start off this week with 5 hours of sleep, yes!

1/21/08 02:06 am - D.E.U.X.

나를 돌아봐 )

12/13/07 12:49 am - oh my!!

eh, im not THAT excited but... i really feel like watching garden state. i dunno... i just feel like that would really hit the spot =/
eh ill do that when i go home. oh man... 8 days. hells yea!

k, so... i should rly thank bob. if it weren't for this rly good news that i got re-hired, i would prolly be in this sulkin mood, and that was really not studying effective. like i was playin so much CS just to get my mind off life. like it was kinda getting really sad. but today was a total 360, i played very little CS and got a fair amount of work done. looks like i'll be done studyin for mcb by thursday... and the final's on saturday. guess friday is chill day?

but yea, im really glad i got knocked out of that weird shell-shocked stage. now i just feel... normal. determined. purposeful, lol
i dunno, everything seems like it will be ok...

i just hope i can get an A in either of my science classes.
and i hope i get this Tang Center Volunteer Position....

srsly tho, chem1a.. wtf, lol.

12/6/07 11:22 pm

i've tried to do some work for bout 20 minutes now, like i've been staring at the same page for 20 minutes. i haven't even finished the first paragraph. i'm way too fuckin pissed off and just totally dillusional right now. i just can't read what the shit's saying.

i don't mind losing, especially if i lost to a much worthy opponent. but losing 2x and to ppl i feel that aren't better than me... and the feeling of being a loser doesn't really help either.
in the end, fuck it. this is all just a popularity contest. yea, i know people don't like me, so shit. i guess i shouldn't be that surprised.
shit... i actually felt a lot more clear-headed after saying that. anyways, i really do have to think over the winter about this... level of appreciation i get.

oh look, 8am class tomorrow. i dont plan on sleeping at all tonight. fuck the world and sleep. im just gonna be like helen, shit... she can pull 3 all nighters in a row.

7/2/07 07:36 pm

i am EXHAUSTED. almost 12 hours on campus today... this is SUMMER for cryin out loud. and ah-ha! Nima, i hear you are awake now. i hear you talkin on the fone. i will enter after i finish this entry/you finish your call.

so my relatives got the package ok, that's good... considering it was 150 bucks worth of merchandise.
hmmm... yea, summer might be a lil rough at times.
altho i'm not in a sad mood, or anything related, sometimes i just wanna throw my hands in the air and scream out 'fuck da world!'

7/1/07 12:19 am - what i've done lyrics

i'm a little disappointed to realize there aren't that many words to this song. i kinda knew that already... but seeing the words in front of me just... blah. i still like the song tho.

Lyrics )

6/29/07 03:03 pm - i keep dreaming!

actually, i always have these daily dreams kind of thing during summer-time. dunno why, but it happens, lol.
newayz, i had like multiple dreams last night. i probably had more than these 3, but i only remember 3:
1- i dreamed i did laundry again... (i did the laundry the day before), and nima was bitchin at me since i already did the laundry
2- separate dreams, nima and i were playin some kind of machine... something that shoots a projectile or whatever. anyways, nima launched the damn thing right at my face. i was fine (obviously i didn't feel any pain since it's a dream), but my glasses got fucked up. not only was it bent out of shape, the entire right lense was gone. i then came to the conclusion that i should carry a spare pair with me...
3- SCARY ASS DREAM! i think i dreamt about this when i was dozing on and off during 10am-ish. it's in korea, a couple are exploring in a ravine where a recent battle took place. there are skeletons littered on the floor, debris of everything is everywhere. one of the couple, i think the man, comes in contact with some fleshy-remains, somehow gets the blood inside him (don't ask me how or why, this was like a movie during my dream), and he becomes an infected. kills his gf, and she becomes an infected. now it becomes another 28 weeks later...
so then i come in, i'm back in my aunt's place, except it's a new place. i assume she moved (she told me she was gonna move in 2-3 years). i'm exploring the apartment when i see a boy standing in front of me. he's covered in blood and he's snarling and he runs after me. i lock myself inside. i then quickly find an alternate route out and proceed down the fire escape. at the same time, more and more infected pop out chasing after me. i'm at the bottom level and i seal the door shut, i'm outside. i am out of breath and then a bunch of white, old men come up. ok, they're not that old, i'd say in 40's. they turn out to be cops. i don't know why they're in korea, but they're laughing at me for being out of breath. they ask me if i'm employed, i tell them 'yes, i'm a TA for UC Berkeley'. they laugh and they hear massive pounding on the door i just sealed. one of them goes to open it, i yell "don't, don't do it!" they continue laughing, the idiot opens the door and the infected run out killing everyone on sight. at this point i'm running, i look back and one of them (huge ass buff guy, who bodypainted himself red before coming infected) is chasing me. and that fucker is fast... like he's literally on my ass. i then make a snap decision- let chance save me or kill me. i jump onto the freeway and start running towards incoming freeway traffic. either the traffic will kill me or kill the infected. he's still chasing me, but he gets creamed. i keep running.
next, i'm now in the infantry. i'm sitting in a movie theater, except it's been converted into a briefing room. a US general is on screen welcoming us and telling us the battle plan on attacking a horde of infected. we have air cover, and we'll be moving in with armor division. we also have new allies- teenage mutant ninja turtles... (wtf?). so yea, we assult. except the ninja turtles decide to turn against humans and start sealing servicemen inside with the infected. i somehow convince a group of turtles to stop what they're doing and help us. they listen, and allow me to arm some c4 to free some humans behind the rubble. that's all i remember.

6/28/07 10:44 am - lol

right when im bout to get up and do my morning thing, i hear jon walking into the bathroom and locking the door. he ALWAYS does that -_-
so, now that he's taking a shower... i didn't rly want to, but i guess i'll share my dream i had.

like all other dreams i've had, i do not know why i dreamt of the particular subject. i was not thinking about the subject at all while i was in bed, nor did i think of the subject the entire day.
newayz, the dream had me travelin around with my dad in korea. we stopped at a store, i was manning the cart, and we stopped at an aisle. another cart pulls up, and it's michelle. i mouth 'omg', and my dad strikes up a conversation with her. eventually, the scene changes to me and her alone in what is apparently my college apartment... but the apartment is merely the apartment i lived in beverly hills from 4th-8th grade. weird? i am still clearly a college student since we made references to berkeley stuff during the dream. and also... peter pan is my roommate. so we talked, she had this craze for evanescence and so she copied all my evanescence into her mp3 player. newayz we did some random chit chat, then she was like 'omg omg omg' and ran out. then later, in walks her and her bf- who's white. (note: i do not know if she has a bf now or not, and no... don't tell me if she does or doesn't)
i talk to them both. peter walks in and then starts talkin to the white boy. michelle indicates that they're gonna be late for their flight or something (apparently, she transferred to a different university). while peter and her bf are waiting outside, i have her facebook me, haha.
then outside, i pretended to throw her off the balcony, it was great.
eh, the whole time was a happy mood. which is good i guess... but why the hell did i dream of that?
eh... i could use a shower. bathroom's been free for about 8 min, but i continued writing this, lol.

6/25/07 08:19 am - wow wtf?

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/england/merseyside/4253849.stm

EDIT: that's right?
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/technology/6236628.stm

6/17/07 02:46 pm - day of firsts

well, actually, today wasn't the first time i went to a hair salon. when i was little, i'd use to go, but i stopped going to get my haircut at salon's since they cut my ear. went to barber shops ever since.
newayz, i got my hair dyed. i like it! i don't know how my dad's gonna react when he sees it :D
i think the best part was when a girl was washing my hair... sigh, so relaxing and arousin ^^

6/16/07 08:59 am - university gave me some money

so i checked my e-mail and it says i got a EFT (electronic funds transfer) deposit. the generous, handsome total of $3.00.
wooo.... i'm a rich man, thank you Cal.
Go Bears!

6/12/07 04:53 pm - THAT'S IT!

i've made a decision- facebook is now friends only mode. hahaha, yea... i've given in. nima, you should do it too, your LJ is friends only too...

5/30/07 07:52 am

well then, i'm at a bit of a stand still.
-found about 8-9 pc cafe's, none of them have CS, so that idea's out of the question.
-found that freakin gun range i went 2 years ago, they're out of business now.
oh and i discovered all of this yesterday. like i noted where the pc cafes were on my previous walks, but i never went in til yesterday.

yea, it's gettin a lil boring now. lil might be an understatement.

ps- my mom is rly annoying me now.

5/28/07 08:42 am - Pirates!!!

yea yea, i finally saw the damn thing in korea.
YAY!!!
don't read the entry if you haven't seen the movie
me talking about the movie )

5/25/07 09:25 am

yesterday i saw a musical comedy play. they're british i believe, Pluck- performed by the Specialists. it was alright i guess- i'm just not that big into plays. i don't quite get what made them come over to korea ... my cousins actually did understand them somewhat, hell they were laughing a lot more than i was!
bah... they do so much schooling/work... i feel like they do a lot more work than i do right now??

ps- i hate bio1b...
all grades in, satisfied with all except bio1b...

5/24/07 09:44 am - ah, been a while since i updated LJ from korea, lol

uh... facebook doesn't work for me back on my mom's laptop. weird?
on my way over to korea, my mom and i got bumped up to business class again (2x), SECOND DECK!!!! yea, that was kinda cool going up the stairs, and i got to see briefly into the cockpit of a 747.
so yea, i rode with a bunch of old rich koreans.. -_-
mmm, nothing too much to report at the moment. i should go explore. debating whether or not i should install AIM over here.
my cousins got older/taller... not too surprising if you think about it, but still... SURPRISING!

5/15/07 01:39 am

i saw naked people run through main stacks for the first time!
it wasn't that disgusting, it was kinda fun! :D

5/11/07 07:29 pm

so after wasting the entire day on that stupid piece of crap Anoncon... i think i will go back to my old ways of: IGNORING IT!!! GAH!!!

5/8/07 10:25 pm - oh and how can i NOT add this one...

말해줘 lyrics )
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